Nothing matters
the outside weather doesn’t bother me
the inside war is making noise
i can’t listen to anything
the war is bloody and cruel
tearing apart everything
all memories changing
the loss of it and the tears
i can’t cry as i don’t have time
the fire from the war is still burning
i can’t feel anything
i like cold now
i can’t smell anything
it’s all ashes now
i dont see as usual
yet you ask me all those things
i know i can’t but still i try
someday the war will end
the peace will come
i may feel again
i may feel alive
i just hope i see u there
i hope to live that long
to see the inside war end.