i mention his name as if nothing has happen
then i think if i ever could remove him from my memories
should i ever try to do that
it may only result in suffering
with death the sorrow comes
of not just person but of a possible future
its the same
he is not dead, yet
but it feels the same
the future is lost
what remains are the moments
away from him
i can only think of the happy ones
am i wrong in thinking that we should not meet then
its a loop
of pain
life just plays us like this
to keep us in agony and frustration
what he may be thinking
thats not my concern
but it would shape my line of thoughts
i should never know
nor should i try
he is there
and i am here
lets just hope he doesn’t suffer much as i do
i hope it doesn’t change
but it never stays the same
BHAGAT SINGH SAINI 
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