This mansion of mine
has welcomed all
It still does
Many cross my door
I see underneath the light
coming into my room
I see movement
I expect a knock on the door
Someone stands there for a while
and then goes away
A joke played on me
Once in a while
When someone enters the door
It is only with a problem
Looking for a solution
U seek me when u need me
It has to be two-way
Need has to be respected
I spend my day staring at walls
I see people from the balcony
I wish to be among them
But only when i go down
I find only me
More alone than i was before
Or may be i realize it more
Waiting in the mansion
is all i have left
Waiting for it to end
For life to be new again
To feel the hope
To rejoice the moments
Its dark now
Even the walls feel distant now
To close eyes is to see the light.